LAST NIGHT WAS NICE!
Last night… it was nice I aint gonna lie. I loved kissing you, it was just like when we were younger. It brought out something in me where I didn’t want to stop kissing I didn’t want you to stop holding me rubbing my back my sides squeezing me and the way you made my body feel with your kisses. It was all good, it felt like it was 1988, where we left off. I just keep thinking about it and then the moisture comes in. I am very comfortable with you, in your presence, its like there was no time in between the last time we were together, that’s weird. Your mouth, your lips….it was so good ah man what are we doing its like we are still 13 & 15 and we don’t know any better or don’t care. Even though my body loved it I know what I did was wrong and I was wrong to count on you to help keep us straight and in line. Normally if a guy would try to talk to me and he is married I can control myself and send him on about his business or sometimes I can be friends with him and still not cross that line but when you come back into the picture with your married self, its like I have no control over myself at all. I know its going to be kinda hard to stay away from each other now since we’ve had such a good time together so far, but after last night if we continue this way the next thing will be closer than we realize. And the sad part is that I cant wait to see you again.