THE BREAK ROOM!
I was on break, minding my own business, and here he comes. His smile greets me and he comes in for a hug, I don’t return it but I smile. He sits down and we talk about his upcoming birthday. I ask what are you doing, he says with a straight face “I want to go to the beach and do you”…..my face brightens up cause I love the beach and he knows it, then my mind goes to the second part…that he wants to do me, you want to do me? We’ve had this conversation before. He takes me around the corner for my hug….a slight kiss…. grabs of my butt…I can feel his reaction to this. He sits down and says he wants to do and I in turn tell him that I would like nothing more than to give him a great birthday gift of what he has been asking for this whole year. I lick my lips and tell him that I know he will enjoy this and in standing he adjusts himself and he is firm in telling me that it might hurt a little in the beginning cause he can get a bit wild. I immediately feel this moisture come in and it is very warm there. I expressed this wetness to him and this creates another reaction in him. He wants his goodbye hug and butt smack and when I turn in front of him I feel this hard- thickness….and I want it, bad…..i know I am playing with fire, but can I stop?
I’m back, it was good, it is so good to feel wanted after such a blow, the way he looks at me the way he grabs me, the way he describes what he want to do to me while biting his bottom lip, the way he comes into the breakroom and leans over to me like kiss me right there on my neck please, I would love to have him slide up in a spot that was once occupied by someone else ( and I believe it would be so good), but I remember my promise to God…. I know he is a counterfeit but it still feels good to be wanted …..