Remembering Kisses!
Talking to him on the phone until 3 in the morning, talking to him for 3 hours while at my busy job and it still wasn’t enough. I don’t know why. I can’t explain it. I have never been sooo drawn to one person, so attracted to anyone. When he kissed me and held me it was like he didn’t want anyone else but me. I remember it being that way before, when we were kids, that’s what made me so crazy about him.
He always seemed like he just couldn’t get enough of me and we weren’t even doing anything but kissing. When he pulled me so close and he kissed me, almost in some type of hunger/frenzy, that turned me on more than anything. I have never met anyone who matched my kisses the way he did.
It was all just so fast, I didn’t know what to think. I didn’t know what he was doing and it was a little confusing because it was fast but comfortable. We were looking at houses, talking about starting a business, blending our families... Did we really know what we were doing or were we driven by LUST. Maybe this was part of his plan to bait me and reel me in. It’s scary because it was working.
I was tired. That’s all I can say! It was wearing me out. I actually had headaches from sleep deprivation. They seemed to grow more intense, the kisses. It was like we got lost in each other and that was really a turn on for me. Really, I could sit there for hours and just kiss. It’s almost as if we were one, we matched. We would rise and fall at the same point and our tongues understood this. We were in our own world.
I hoped that it was not for a short period of time. I didn’t remember this with other guys, if I had to describe it, I would quote the great Tony the Tiger and say it’s “great!!” And, I don’t even use words like that. I told him, “this is going too fast, now we are doing things that we shouldn’t be doing and we act like we don’t even care”. I didn’t know if it was good or bad. Did we not have any control over our minds or bodies because it was ridiculous! The New Years Eve count-down was nice. It would have been better had we been somewhere where we could both be relaxed. Now, what’s next!
