GAME CHANGER!
After the nurse looked at my hands, she gave me two shots. One on each butt cheek, “ouch!” I tip out of the office. I took off work the next day and stayed in bed, just reflecting on the doctor's visit and the actions that led me to this place. Almost drifting into a depression, but no, I have other people who rely on me to think about. So, I scrape myself up and try to go on about my days and not worry about this, this, I don't know what to call this.
After several days the injection sites on my butt ease up and I start to think about this less and less. Then, the anger sets in. Anger towards my ex-husband, whom I have one question for: "Why wouldn't you write me from jail or call me collect to give me a heads-up on this? If I could speak to him, I would tell him that “I would not have done this to you”. I would tell him that; “no matter what we have gone through, something like this, I would have given my worst enemy a heads-up.” But, that's just me!
I got my results back after a week or so. The results were negative, of course to see it in black and white made me feel sssooooooo much better. This was definitely a game changer.