SHE KNOWS MY NAME!

She knows me—his wife (Temeria) – she has called my phone several times last night and today. She picked up his phone while he was visiting his kids and saw my response to his text about being in love with me. My response to the text: “I love your kiss, I love your smile, I love the look you give me while holding me in your arms”.

Temeria promptly called me after reading my lovely text. I was “B@tch this and H@ that!!” “how could you approach a married man, you slut??!!” I wasn’t expecting this --- I feel sick, there are emotions going in me left and right. I knew this was wrong when I wrote the Letter, as a matter of fact I feel that same dull feeling that I felt when I told his cousin that I wanted to talk to him.

I just keep thinking “I knew better…I knew better than to do this”. It was just dumb for me to do this when I knew I should have waited until EVERYTHING was finished. EVERYTHING being his divorce, his house settlement, his child support agreement, EVERYTHING. Now, I want to see him but I can’t now. It is just too risky, she knows my name. It was the way she said, “I knew it was you the whole time”, that did something to me. I am worried about this whole situation now, it is like a whirlwind.